Sunday, June 12, 2005
"And then, something happened. I let go. Lost in oblivion. Dark and silent and complete. I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom. "
its very hard to describe. i was just surfing the net. reading peoples blogs and checking out this thing called friendster. its amazing how the craziest of things can happen. maybe not crazy but you know really unexpected. not that its a bad thing or anything. one minute something might look really impossible or unbecoming but the next thing you know hell its a totally different story. someone once told me that the only thing that is constant is change. so basically if everything keeps changing theres really no point in hoping for anything to happen. that being said i feel like a load has been lifted off my chest or something. i look back on whats been contributing to that little void in me all this while and realise its really nothing much. like you know when you see a girl you think is pretty hot but then when you look back at her again you go umm ok. bad example. so basically ive never felt this good for a considerably long period of time. so i guess it is true to a certain extent. losing all hope is freedom. im probably the only one who understands what im typing. who cares. i am happy.
its very hard to describe. i was just surfing the net. reading peoples blogs and checking out this thing called friendster. its amazing how the craziest of things can happen. maybe not crazy but you know really unexpected. not that its a bad thing or anything. one minute something might look really impossible or unbecoming but the next thing you know hell its a totally different story. someone once told me that the only thing that is constant is change. so basically if everything keeps changing theres really no point in hoping for anything to happen. that being said i feel like a load has been lifted off my chest or something. i look back on whats been contributing to that little void in me all this while and realise its really nothing much. like you know when you see a girl you think is pretty hot but then when you look back at her again you go umm ok. bad example. so basically ive never felt this good for a considerably long period of time. so i guess it is true to a certain extent. losing all hope is freedom. im probably the only one who understands what im typing. who cares. i am happy.