Monday, January 31, 2005
i realised that the problem i am facing can be summarised in the following example: imagine that youve been staying in a house for almost all your life and you have really gotten accustomed to it. when you are tired because of work the house is there to help you relax. well basically the house just feels like home very comforting and because youve been staying in that house for a very long time you really cannot imagine staying in another house. then one morning when you wake up in your bed you realise that your house looks completely different. nothing is the same. its as if someone came over to your house overnight and changed all the furniture. this is metaphorical. and the worst part of it all is that in order to make your house the same way like it once was it will take a lot of time and effort. and to add to that you have another person whos interested in staying in that house also. so its really gonna take a lot of time to get your own sweet house back. well my house is under renovation now so ill have to come back some other time and then ill make it feel like home.